why are we still here shouldnt we have moved on?

i.hate.cramps.period.

there was one thing i've learnt yesterday. and i still dont understand why. is how someone can take abuse in a relationship. emotional abuse is alright because half the time, people dont know that they are going through it until its all over. namely me. but to take insults. slaps and bites for a year. and cheating for a year. and you still took it like a champion. you might really love her for all i know. i dont actually. but when you said that you won when you dumped her made me think otherwise. i guess i can never know whats on your mind. and maybe i dont intend to.

giving up is just so hard when his face keep appearing in you mind.
the new someone that i said in my previous post?
aint going to happen.
unless its Logan from Glimore Girls.
that is one guy i wouldnt mind giving up ben for.